Hora Decubitis.

2007-07-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hey there Delilah - Plain White T's

Hey there Delilah,
What’s it like in New York City?
I’m a thousand miles away,
But girl tonight you look so pretty,
Yes you do,
Time Square can’t shine as bright as you,
I swear it’s true.

Hey there Delilah,
Don’t you worry about the distance,
I’m right there if you get lonely,
Give this song another listen,
Close your eyes,
Listen to my voice it’s my disguise,
I’m by your side.

Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
What you do to me.

Hey there Delilah,
I know times are getting hard,
But just believe me girl some day,
I'll pay the bills with this guitar,
We'll have it good,
We'll have the life we knew we would,
My word is good.

Hey there Delilah,
I’ve got so much left to say,
If every simple song I wrote to you,
Would take your breath away,
I’d write it all,
Even more in love with me you’d fall,
We’d have it all.

Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me.

A thousand miles seems pretty far,
But they’ve got planes and trains and cars,
I’d walk to you if I had no other way,
Our friends would all make fun of us,
And we'll just laugh along because,
We know that none of them have felt this way,
Delilah I can promise you,
That by the time that we get through,
The world will never ever be the same,
And you’re to blame.

Hey there Delilah you be good,
And don’t you miss me,
Two more years and you’ll be done with school,
And I'll be making history,
Like I do,
You’ll know it's all because of you,
We can do whatever we want to,
Hey there Delilah here's to you,
This one’s for you.

Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
What you do to me.
Ohhh

2007-07-07T02:33:00.000+08:00

I miss you.

I miss you.

2007-07-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

INTERSCHOOL TOURNAMENT BOYS C' DIVISION

Match 1
YISS 1
TANGLIN 46

Match 2
YISS 9
CCKSS 63

Almost vomit blood.
Then..

Match 3
YISS 6
KRANJI 103

SIX!
SIX ONLY

TRASHED BY 97

AND ALL BELOW 10 pointers
VOMIT BLOOD!

Throw your seniors' faces!
When Fabian was telling me about how they get around playing I was literally vomitting blood.
Horrendous.

For goodness sake please get Bernard back to coach.

Sigh, really vomit blood.

2007-07-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

From her blog "Homie boy said he's on his way to town when i was about to board the train home? He was ALONE? -.- He's a weirdo."

Haa have you ever seen ppl went clubbing alone then? it's pretty much of a norm in some places. haa what different perceptions we have.

Anyway, we went to Timbre in the end.

Trust me it's a pretty nice place to be in. I was kinda disappointed that the song who sang gavin degraw wasn't there. It was a long time back they probably would have quit but i wouldn't know man.

Then the band began singing Creep and Runaway Train haa. What mockery. The ambience was good. A place where you could take your mind off I would say. hmmm i'm beginning to take light of this. Happy birthday to all my june babes and hunks.

2007-07-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out, she run, run, run, run, run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

2007-04-05T04:26:00.000+08:00

Just like the stars across my sky.. Just like an angel off the page..

I'm gonna.. love you more than anyone.. I'm gonna hold you closer.. than before..

Penny for a thought,no?

2007-03-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

She's angry.
I'm mad too.

Due to miscommunication.
GREAT.

2007-02-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

Where can i get nice beanie?

One thing I've realised about myself is that all my pictures are taken with somebody.
I DO NOT HAVE A SOLO PIC.

SOmething nicer?
I've got 2 packs of Double Happiness from Uncle.

Something baD?
I've got bite marks on my arms from the girl next door.

And yesyes, Happy CNY :)

I'll see you soon.

2007-01-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

My friend and I were just talking about his uncle last week. About his opinion on certain things and how close they were. This morning he just recieved a call and was informed his uncle passed away. My condolences. ..

Change is the only constant people say.. But there's always this thin line between variable constant and inevitable constant isn't it?

Some things are not what posting entries and writing journals can help you with. It starts all in you.

Adios.

2007-01-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

IYOUMEWHO
SAYSWHOWI
LLWITHWHO

2007-01-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

You guys might wanna try Winners.

Inspirational.. It actually gives you a second opinion on smoking.

I'm quitting smoking because of that.

NOT!

2007-01-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

McBui (Mattbui)

Cartman

Grand Master Matt

2007-01-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

The Ultimatum

To think I would actually chat with ppl on the phone..

10 fingers is not even enough to count the months I am in this shit.

Gogo jia you!

2007-01-03T06:08:00.000+08:00

oh yea, HAPPY NEW YEAR ;)

2007-01-03T06:05:00.000+08:00

-BEING CAGED -

2007-01-01T03:32:00.000+08:00

Prelude to SAW IIII

2007-01-01T03:07:00.000+08:00

Shock on the last day this year

My sister called me " dearest bro" in her testimonial for me. WoaaaaH! I must have stared blankly at the screen for several seconds. Really took me some time to digest her words man. Unbelievable..

Ha anyway, here's a ugly duckling-turned-swan for you to ogle

My new family member

2006-12-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

My fav niece : Leanne Chen Si Qi

Hobbies: sleep, and yawn. And sleep.

Interest: watch korkor act a fool.

Quote, " yawnnnnnn.."

My fav nephew : Lewis Tan

Fav Idol: Power Rangers SPD ( don't ask me what SPD means) , Spidey and Ninja Turtles

Fav commercial : "Give me one give me one give me one more!"

Quote," hoooiyat! I am Power Ranger SPD. get lost you monster or I get daddy to whack you!"

Quote 2,"Tomorrow is my birthday! I am turning 3!"

2006-12-21T05:24:00.000+08:00

How to spend this christmas?

3 on 3 competition

2006-12-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

We are the champions!!

Not so great yet

2006-12-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hola!

From next week onwards I'll be coming back on Tuesday Thursday and Friday. But it's still not good enough for me.
oh god, maybe my migraine comes from thinking too much. it's been giving me problems.

I have a 6-day old niece now btw ;) will upload her pic once i get my new phone ;)

Now I have 9 other ppl living under the same roof with me.
Parents, 3 other siblings, sister-in-law nephew and niece and Lean(that's how she pronounce it) my new maid

Actually i dunno how Lean is spelled but do not be mislead by her name cuz she is in fact not lean at all. In fact she could be called lard lol. Doesn't matter, cuz Fat is cute anyway ha

2 weeks later, will be my holssss.

Til then.

This world is of.. .. .. overrated pleasure, and underrated treasure..

2006-10-29T06:49:00.000+08:00

Now that I gonna pen it, it means I won't be doing any surprises anymore.

So well, if let's say there's a certain somebody you wanna be romantic withand esp when you're goin to have off days just to be nice and sweet with her. Here's one food for your thought.An instance I initally came up with for the coming Xmas or birthday, learning Salsa. haa, hey mate! yes it's quite silly to learn this. but hey, think again, all your ladies are into Salsa nowadays so it makes no harm just to learn those subtle dance steps.

Meanwhile, talk to her, get closer to her, let that be no sort of shyness between you two. and on the upcoming event, BOOM! prepare a candlelight dinner whereby nobody else is around. Chat her out, it will be one of her unforgettable events in her life, and at mid-dinner, turn on the volume and invite her to the living room floor. MAtch her movements with yours. Once she knew that a guy like you would even bother to take up dancing to impress her( which is totally unexpected) , she will naturally get into fits of climax jus by thinking of it. And I bet you have a good night then. ;)

Don't forget to thank me.

Between a reowned writer and a shrink

2006-10-23T11:57:00.000+08:00

Now who do you think, is a better manipulator?

Intrigued.

Awaken

2006-10-22T03:17:00.000+08:00

Now I think making a call would be insignificant and redundant.

This bookout has been hectically packed.

Went for Grandma's birthday celebration. God nobody can remember who i am cuz apparantly they said I've changed alot. oh, and that my sister was my girlfriend haa. But because of that dinner, I might have a chance to get into SAFSA.thanks uncle ;)

Attended my cousin's wedding. He can't remember me too, and so does most of the people from my mother's side. haa but it kinda feels good that you suddenly become non-existant. I can't really explain it but the "start life anew" feeling just feels so good.

Jason's birthday. with drama in the pub eventually though. And me and another friend got dragged into it.

G's birthday. Great live band and finally met up with my neighbours and others.sweet

Haircut by MS's director executive.

Mahjong.

Another Dinner.

Scoop

DOA.

Happy birthday!

Chemical Party

2006-10-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

Here at the party
Everyone's happy
Everyone's high
Get struck by lightning
Who here would feel it
?Who here could heal it?
Who here would try?

Chemical-party-lover down
It's not the walls
It's not this town
You're just too high to see the point
You think your name is pass the joint

I think I like you
But you like this whole room
You sexy machine
I'm jing-a-linging from here to the ceiling
Inside I'm reeling
So fresh and so clean

Chemical-party-lover down
It's not the walls
It's not this town
You're just too high to see the point
You think your name is pass the joint

You're still too amazing to ignore
But I'm incapable of rescuing you
You find it too damn easy to get bored
That's why you're always trying something new
And then when you can't hold up
They're all over you
Flies on cake, flies on cake

Chemical-party-lover down
It's not the walls
It's not this town
You're just too high to see the point
You think your name is pass the joint

Chemical-party-lover down
It's not the walls
[No] it's not this town
I'm just too drunk to make my point
But you think your name is pass the joint
You think your name is pass the joint.

When my flame burns blue.

2006-10-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

MY laptop crash again.
which means that all my soft-copy pictures are gone.
All 800+ of em. God it's freaking time to get a new external backup disk.

Now in case you don't know, photos eternalise people .
That's why people likes to take em. and they're precious to me.

you guys have any pics of mine, resend them to me please at tanshunfoong@gmail.com
I, and perhaps my mum will appreciate your little kindness. (cuz she's madly taking some of my graduation pics to stick onto the bedroom walls)

and if you happen to like chocolate, I'll get you a wonker bar. I've taste it. It's good ;)

2006-10-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

Crap, why is this blog pink?
shall change it some other time.

Randomness

2006-10-01T20:02:00.000+08:00

You have any idea what I've been wishing for?
You have any idea why I did some things in this certain way?
You have any idea why I refuse to bulge?
You have any idea what I wanted?
You have any idea of any of me at all?

I just feel like eating pancakes and pratas, maybe thin-crust pizzas too throughout this month.
Now, you still don't have any idea yes?

Cheerios

The world is harsh, men are cruel.

2006-09-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

i'm so sicken by what i've been seeing lately.

Lies, Flings, More Flings, More Lies.

Friends backstabbing each other and still act to have fun.
hmmm and more, ppl who fell out and refuse to see each other but eventually met up becuz of another certain someone.
everybody acting like they don't know but in fact they all knows and it hurts.

life is getting complicated.

I could have just sit on the fence and watch, but this could be the worse movie ever and man i tell you, it is badly-directed.

and the thing is, you can't help salvage the situation cuz people are so eager to hit back at each other. A pyshopathy game?

then again, don't you think this reflects what most ppl are doing right now, at this moment everywhere? oh maybe it doesn't seem so extreme cuz lies are not uncovered easily too.

people around me are getting weirder and weirder.

On a happier note, somebody was talking to me over msn and what he said made me Higgggghhh. haaaa something unexpected. Full of shit.
And the drinking session was good too. Woohooo!

and i'm still feelin good despite the crappy shits around me. ;)

2006-08-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

I dunno why I love Canada,Calgary so much too !!!

I've been indulging in frequent prayers, for both recollection and reflection.

2006-08-16T12:41:00.000+08:00

Praying has become so habitual that it comes to me at will now.

and now i've come to realise things in a more self-consicous way.
for some it's going to mark the end, yet for some it will be the mark of a new beginning.
in whichever way you see it, just make sure you are happy with the outcome.

I'm starting to miss ppl out there.
but still, i'm enjoying every single moment of disturbing people including my superiors.

now imagine this;
in my room's table lies tons of FHM, MH, Pics, and Digicams ever-ready to snap at candid postures. people from other floors and other rooms all flcoked around and mingle. We joked like a big family. Sometimes, we even made too much noise until our neigbours start noticing us. We rerap Theresa Teng's song and remix gd ol' candy shop. All in all, life is good after all.

Now given my stranded situation, I know it's dumb but I'm still thinking about my next vacation. but first, I need to head down to PS first cuz I suddenly remembered something about the taxi stand. Woo Hooo!

Now smile people, even if you don't understand wad in the world am i talking about
and even if anyone of you are really THAT upset
at least force a smile to me oogay oooogay?
because I always think that everybody's smile radiates themselves.

So ;)

Boncit.

2006-07-23T18:56:00.000+08:00

nvm, loading is too slow.

I gotta run again.
til then.

When the cold wind blows..

2006-07-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

Waiting, Waiting ..

So I'm a jarhead now.

When I came back to Singapore everything seems so foreign to me.
haa. Yet it seem so naturally now that I have other things preoccupied on my head.

In a few min's time i gotta head back to hell.

Been out everywhere, to
Sentosa playing volleyball with new ppl and
Heading to town to shop and finding ex colleagues
Clubbing
Watching World Cup
Chillout at the poolside
Making new neighbours

Alright, back to be a ninja boy.

oh ya, i change my phone again. so i dun have any of you peeps no.

You You You You You, then start thinking abt it.

2006-05-19T15:10:00.000+08:00

KHAOSAN

A friend got this on his leg.

I've got a rose-like design.

CHINATOWN

HOLLYWOOD

DAWANTANG

At a cybercafe talking to
MY BEST FRIEND.

MTV Asia Awards Car

There are 3 of them parking next to Novotel

To X-ray or not..

both sides means alot to me.

so i haven't been bloggin for a while cuz I jus came back from bangkok again.

spent abt 1k over there. and here's some of the pics taken..

The cars exhibit at Siam Paragon

2006-04-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

Best Shark's Fin over there
That's the restuarant @ Level 6 MBK

2006-04-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

MBK Life
Round 7 on his Round Belly!
Yummy!!!
Notice the dark rings on our eyes haha

2006-04-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

2006-04-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

Tigerair flight. feels like SMRT Train :(
No space!!!
Beauuuutiful sky
That's the smoking area.

2006-04-06T02:25:00.000+08:00

I had this funny misfortune today..it actually makes me smile and get upset at the same time.
I left both my phones with a friend who is goin to Bangkok.

and the east's pratas had me goin to the gents constantly.

Smile, and :(

haaa.

At least my prayers got answered. All of them. For that, I thank you Lord Jesus.
and I love You.

Autistic boy speaks

2006-03-30T14:10:00.000+08:00

Dear Pastor Prince,

I was at church yesterday morning feeling more joyful then I usually am. Pastor Henry was on stage leading the Holy Communion. He prayed over our healthy bodies and specifically spoke to all parents to pray over their children who were sick.

Well, I do not have any children in my family except my one-year-old nephew, but no message is to be taken lightly! God told me to instantly pass the message on to my colleague, whose three-year-old son was recently diagnosed as autistic.

Thank God for modern technology. I followed His instruction and sent my colleague His SMS. The message to her was, “ Believe in God now! Pray over your child now! He is healed and will speak instantaneously! In Jesus' name you shall proclaim! ”

After sending the message, I prayed, “God, you have sent a message to her. Break her, (I know my colleague is very stubborn and proud) and let her know that it is the One who loves her deeply who is speaking to her!”

My colleague did not reply yesterday and I did not call her. This morning, she called me regarding some work and as I was about to hang up, she said she had something to tell me.
Taking a deep breath, she said, “ Mei Ping, I did pray after receiving the SMS yesterday. After the prayer, as I was holding onto my boy, a butterfly flew onto a flower nearby. I pointed at the butterfly and said, ‘Look, son, a beautiful butterfly!' He stared at the butterfly for a while and said, ‘Bu… tter… fly.' At this point, I was shocked and almost in tears! I smiled and held onto a flower, saying to him, ‘Flower.' After a pause, though not clearly but clear enough to me, he said, ‘Flo… wer.'”

At this point, my colleague kept quiet, fighting back her tears. I can understand how happy she was, as this is indeed a miracle. I told her to continue her prayers, as God has the power and He loves her and her family. The child is healed and she has to only believe in our Lord.
I know now that when God sends a message, it must not be taken lightly. What seems to not concern you may concern someone else around you, so pay attention!

Lee Mei Ping
18 April 2005

Taken from Newcreation Church

2006-03-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: August 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.
Your strength: Your flair
Your weakness: If you think it, you say it
Your power color: Scarlet red
Your power symbol: Inverted triangle
Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2006-03-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

RANDOM PIC OF D&D TAKEN FEW MONTHS BACK.

LEFT: TONG, PRINCESS CONSULTANT, MATT

BYEBYE.

I'MA OFF TO BANGKOK IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS. I HOPE SOME FRIENDS ARE STILL THERE THOUGH. IT WILL BE FUN. MY WHOLE LUGGUAGE IS ONLY PACKED WITH ONE SET OF CLOTHES + ALOT OF EYE LOTIONS + LIFE OF PI. HOW'S THAT?

WANTED TO GO AND DISTURB PPL BEFORE I LEAVE BUT ON SECOND THOUGHT, BETTER NOT LA. AND IT'S SO FAR. SO I END UP STAYING AT HOME DISTURBING LEWIS AND MY MUM. THEN LEWIS AND I WERE SORTA PLAYING TOO HARD WITH NINJA TURTLE AND BOTH OF US ENDED UP GETTING WHACKED BY MUM. AR, BEHOLD THE GREATER POWER. ROAR. I HELD LEONARDO'S SWORD IN VAIN.

PS: HELP PPL. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO TURN OFF THE SHIFT /CAPS FUNCTION.

Rembrants of the kiss on the heart.

2006-03-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

Through my tinted shades, What do you see?

2006-03-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

Oh well, I hope that lil incident at A & E marks the end of my lil adventure.
Dunno wad's goin on also. Think when I kept praying I always forgot to pray for myself.

So it's confirmed that I'll be goin to bangkok for a week.
and more and less confirmed to Taipei then KL then Hongkong.

;) HEh.

Let the songs in your mind soothes you to peace.

Nothing beats having a 25hr sleep.

Shun Foong's - A series of unfortunate events

2006-03-11T07:57:00.000+08:00

Trust me, you won't wanna be me.

That's it.

Edging with Bringe of Death

2006-03-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

This is the one time I feel death is gripping so near.
When you're so sure there's nothing left in your body blood still managed to ooze out. So much so it might be well enough to fill a medium-sized fish tank.
It was like at one moment, you get to choose whether you want to live or withered away.

I'd vomited blood for more than 6 hours.

2006-02-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

Not saying anything to further add on the dimension of confusion. - I guess this is what explains " Golden is Silience" and indirectly, so does " Bliss is Ignorance".

Still suffering from muscle stretches. Ooo gay, I'll be right behind the Life of Pi if you need me.

Because every other thing is dynamic

2006-02-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

There's so much goin through my mind man..
Hmm self-reflection they call it. Baaaaaa

So Pj's out of town already. I wonder if she's ever coming back. Sigh.. never tell me
AT's out.
Quek's out.
Kai's out.
Nadia's out.
Charlene's soon or out already.
Cheryl's soon.
Kw soon.
CT soon i think.

So I've finally applied for my cards. Gotta wait for 2-3 weeks ba .Meanwhile will pop by at Houston's.

Many other days before The day before:
Running, See a lot of ppl digging their own graves in the dark, Playing ball and gatherings with friends and colleagues. Swim / Tan. Witness some real events. Never been more touched and seen through people.

The day before:
Can't jog cuz finally experience muscle stretches. Watched the oc and one tree hill. Played Tennis, and played terribly. I'd embarrassed myself in front of this new neighbour of mine.
I could have hide at the Warren and stop peering over to Northvale's side of the tennis courts.

Lewis was playing with his own shit happily in his tub. Susan asked him to poo-poo at this designated chilren shit hole. Lewis saw the bathing tub first and poo-poo there instead. Everybody in the living room found it weird why he's making such happy noises in the toilet himself. and ta-ta, he screams excitingly with his new toys.

Today:
Went to church today. People now have to quene 2 hours in advance to get the quene tix. That means if you are goin for the 4th service you gotta reach the Rock at the time the 3rd service jus started. Some people called and was surprised i'm still at home at 12 when i'm supposed to be reaching the Rock. I knew my chance of getting an entry to the auditorium was near zero but somehow I managed to get in. And it turns out somebody has already booked a place for me. Wad tough luck. Praise You thank you ;) . Whenver everything else change, you're the only constant in the chaos.

On my way back, bought the Life of Pi and Blink from MPH. sounds interesting.

The other 2 tasks are: Driving License and ..... damn, maybe I should get a PDA phone.

2006-02-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

Tasks to do before NS

I've managed to get Chee to extend the deadline for the final report to wednesday.
Gathering with everybody
Play ball
Jog
Packing
Off

Sweet. I always need ppl to remember things for me. Thanks, you.

Pushing through Limits

2006-02-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

I keep on moving so that I may be able to sleep eventually.
Seriously, I do not know what i'm thinkin or doing nowadays.
Everything is not making any sense anymore.
Everybody's wearing a mask yet I still can see through more than they want me to see, even those closest to me does so. How pathetic.

So sch's out. I can't remember the 1 or 2 things I need to do other than playing ball and excerising before I head out of this country. It's really a hassle to remember things eh? They say people have think or feel in 2 parts of their body- the brain and the heart. Somehow it's easier to forget things for people who think with their brain.

I hope people who felt with their heart might suffer some bits of forgetfullness too.

And so I keep on running.

Towards the last fatal hour

2006-02-15T10:01:00.000+08:00

A deadbody that has been preserved from decay, especially by being treated with special substances before being wrapped in cloth.

2006-02-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

Now that more and more ppl were talking about it, I've realised it only now. hahaa such a kiddo.
Didn't even know the group picture caused so much misunderstanding. Removed then.

No Reason not to SMILEEEEEee

2006-02-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

yes! feel lighter already.. but i'm losin my touch. how now brown cow?

tml's the presentation. da big thing. DA BOMB.

;)

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe noI kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever knowThat I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming.

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown thenI will know that you are no dreamer

:)

2006-02-09T10:55:00.000+08:00

Yes people, I need your help.

If ever any of you has free time on hand, write me a appraisal / recommendation / reference letter please.

2006-02-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Matt

My new phone no : 81263097

I'll TRY to upload some of the gadgets/ clothes I've bought next time.

OUT.

2006-01-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

Extreme coldness is really another kind of fever meh?

Ar actually wanted to blog it but am really sick of typing. Blame it on all that typing on my mum's 6610. Fuckin keypad sux big time. And I'll probably not blog again on what I wanted to say again cuz I probably forget all about it the next time i log in again.

Mata, ne

2006-01-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

I jus found the perfect word that describes me.. and it's only now that i understood it..

Lunar New Year is definitely not my thing. Perhaps it's because i'm not close to my extended family at all. Weird that I can get along well with others family instead. Fuckin weird. No appetite to eat no appetite to take ang pows jus feel like nua-ing the whole day. ar it's definitely a time to reconcile with oneself with the epics of surreal peace and tranquillity.

Ar, something's goin on downstairs again. Ja.

2006-01-29T15:43:00.000+08:00

ko-ko, do-k0 ..?

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2006-01-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

Really shouldn't have watched the movie, then with my laptop's new crisp sound blaster playing 'Blower's Daughter' . And I jus broke down, sitting in that same position staring out the balcony from my bed, the same position i did several years back, for months now, only in deeper shit. Love songs are no-no. Thank you, only gavin degraw accepted. I know my bro wasn't sleeping yet, but he kept super still to simply hear and pray. Thank you very much.

"And so it is.. "

"Just like you say it would be.."

How, at the same time, can one be so blissful and happy while the other is so sullen and down in the once near hearty warmth. God, my dear god, why did you wan to do by stoppin all my smses and msgs.. It was too coincidental that i know you had to be at it. but why?.. I so gave you my heart, yet this is how it turns out. I would have never gave you up if you never did.. but again ppl failed me. Next time round, will the girl be as strong as my brothers.. who never did gave me up regardless wad happened. I so want to smoke the unsent words into ashes with my lites but I dunno wad's true and wad's not.

"the shorter story.."

When.. even the sweetest thing in the word did the same thing ppl did to you several years back, how much now does this world really worth? Not that it was the same thing but it definately felt the same.. How in the hell, how fuckin far, will even a strong-willed person change? I haven't even thought of the possibility of ppl changin their own nature fully until recently. How do love run so dry that it stays stagnant below the icy scourge of the sand in wad seems seconds later..

"the colder water.."

Why, can't the writings on the wall be washed off? Why.. mus I heard of it this way? For something so beautiful, it's only a penny worth in another's eyes... But I jus can't do anything, cuz if you were doin it you mus be enjoying it.. No i refused to accept that's any of you at all..

" the pupil in denial.."

Honestly, I got shot right in the soul unexpectedly cuz I jus didn't expect to see this coming. And why is it that hard to be honest.. Why, do fresh stains splattered on pages of the magazines I was reading. Why, what caused the change in you? Never fail to imagine what lies hidden. And everything jus went wilder and wilder, and then I have to wash my face to hide again.

" I can't take my eyes off you"

I knew the answer even before I heard it. With all the mixed signals I was horribly mistaken.

"I can't take my eyes off you"

Hear my loudest silent tear in the facial expression. The person in front of me now feels different. And while everything is final, I would still choose my take to continue staring out into the balcony, for tears.. is real this time. I shall for once, indulge in sorrow, for this time round is definitely worth it..

"I can't take my mind off you"

" my mind.. my mind.. til I find someone new.."

The twilights @ 15 Jan '06

2006-01-15T06:51:00.000+08:00

yeapz studs and babes, i'm back!
:)

haa this day hmm.. started off feeling heavy cept for the period spent watchin Closer. real sweet ;) though the flick is fuckin totally un-relatable to me.

hmm.. My eyebags are seriously getting fucked. Headaches and nosebleeding start coming in. And then when I heard of it in the evening, things get even unbearable that I need to shy away from the crowd for a while. Then, after some solitary hours of intensive thoughts, i somehow felt lighter. Things really get easy to settle and sort out now that truth be told and the extreme opposed to my principle in life really straightens everything I have been thinking. Cool. Things are getting brighter and brighter.

No more guilt, no regrets. I love it how things are settled when really everything is on the table.
Brings everything more straight forward. Tml is going to be a good day and on.

Later in the twilight we were jus laughing away. Videos and Pics were taken. Something memorable happened which is definately stays in our memories. Hmmm...

I have a feeling i'm gonna sleep fuckin well today.
Alright, nite to all you crazy horses.

2006-01-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

Right before I log off, does anybody know which airfare's the cheapest? asap ogay?
To Taipei or Bangkok or KL for a weekend package
text me kick me nudge me gimme a buzz.

December and January

2006-01-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

I caught you red-handed with your new fling!

hahahah tot after i'm away for a while you think you can hanky-panky eh? even got to hold her hands and got over her! nvm la even if you did it infront of me i'll still smile for you. Anyway I'm still looking for a certain thing to my ideal home. Stay tuned. If you have ideas to share, pls don't. This is going to be so Shun Foong. Dont' worry, peeps will know in time.

Ar.. jogging to Farmmart is great. I'm running out of places to jog liao la!! where sia, where

Hmmm Febuary is coming.Soon you'll have another company :)
You'll like it haa.And oh, this is the 12 days of Christmas.

Sweet.I'm beginning to love 12 more and more

2006-01-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

I've jus been issued the ultimum for EMOtality.

Dead. I'm just so dead now
because I've come to realise THAT.

Got so much to voice but I can't.. some dudes out there are lying low with a dagger, waiting for the chance to strike the moment I got dissed.
But in fact I hope you guys might jus stab me anyway.
I'm probably numb to pain.
perhaps numb to this world too.

jus so dead. I rip my heart open jus to feel.

OOOO, I don't wan to be

2005-12-31T13:29:00.000+08:00

Haiyo, why so sad?
There's always good stuff that came out of all things, be it good or bad :)
you.YOU remember that well. ogay ogay?

On a doooo note, here's a song too. heee

[Follow Through - Gavin Degraw]

Oh, this is the start of something good
Dont you agree?
I havent felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it
You’re so hypnotic on my heart
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
The words you say to me are unlike anything
That’s ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That’s ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it
You’re so hypnotic on my heart
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You’re gonna have to follow
Oh, this is the start of something good
Don’t you agree?

2005-12-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

A simple heartwarming "hey~", that leaves a vaguely fond lingering
"hey baby..*with a gentle smile*" at e back of your head.

Have you heard that before?

2005-12-26T00:55:00.000+08:00

Ar Fucked it..

I'm missing carmen now.

Now, back to my Smallville and Lana Lang.

Right

2005-12-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

In case I missed out on anyone of you later..

Happy Birthday
to
Cheryl Long, Yaoguo and er... Batisan? ( Sorry I do not know how to spell your name)

Have a blessed day then

And Now,

2005-12-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

Sweet.
Got to met the philipinos online whom I first met in the pool.
Merry Xmas to all my friends out there!

Hmmm end of year around the corner.. guess it's time for some spring-cleaning too.

To conclude, this year had been fun. with all the ups and downs and sorrow and happy and side-lopped and clearing my financial obstacle and racing and bball and party and friends, this year is a truly enjoyable experience.

Seeing all my peeps, including the ones I'm not close with feelin so happy, I can't help but laugh heartily at the sight at the back of my head.
No BLUES no MORE! Only Gordon Bleus and Chivas and Hls.

I am going to let lewis dig a big hole somewhere and I shall bury wadever stuff that will if not lie low for eternityy,remain stagnant for at least a few years before I once again take it out and smile.

Now where is the girl from katong?

Byebye Moto, Hello Rio !

2005-12-15T12:23:00.000+08:00

Cool isn't it? Rio Carbon Pearl (on the left) and Rio Cali (on the right) are priced at $350 & $150 respectively. You may only purchase it online if you want. I prefer Rio Cali actually. It's sleek and rugged and cool. Comes in 512mb + compatible with SD/MMC card which may adds up to 1GB. It's a sports gadget. Good for me to jog or shoot ball while listening to this skip free gadget. Love it.
People, if you want to get me a christmas present, you know what to buy :)

Sugar, ring a bell?

2005-12-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

On a lighter note,
I have this strange feeling that people around me always have something in common.
Inexplicable.
It's like life is a chain of relationships.

And... on the 10th day before Xmas, who will you like to be with?

No not fluff, but yes it's fluff.
Hahaha.

To peeps,
smile :)

Questions that were never answered

2005-12-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

1st Try.

2nd Try.

3rd Try.
*Sian / Angry / Diao*

Dashboard Confessionals - Again I go unnoticed

forget it la. coolfuck.

Sugar Sugar how you get so high?

2005-12-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

I have a burning question that I need to ASK. And it needed to be ANSWERED.
A question all blokes need to know,

Is Caster Sugar a kind of sugar?
&
Is there any other alcohol that smells and taste identical to Dark Rum?

Tell me the truth God.

Expenses of not spending quality time

2005-12-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

O my god..

6 days of separation sure feels like 6 months.. Actually it feels like years. Time paaaassssssss soo slowly.
Yet I'm sure time silently creeps away in a hastety manner in reality. In a few months when you'll be gone, I'm certain clouds and stars and moon will disappear along with you. Just like my best friend.
Funny Babani.

Guess I'll be seeing you around in a 5 years time :)
which by then i expect to see you be a vet and a happy woman.
Like my friend. Babani.

Blessed I am, I always had the second best.
Blessed I am, yet I always fall short of the best.
Hence Blessed I am, you are gone

But I have never settle for the second best.
For the best is what that keeps me going.

Right.
and I can barely walk since yesterday.. but no time to tell you now!!
Ja.

2005-12-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

I have an existential map. It has 'You are here' written all over it.

Of Digicams and Manwhore

2005-11-20T11:30:00.000+08:00

If life is depicted as by how you take pics, it pretty much shows how you view your life to be. That means mine is interesting!

Hoho..

Btw Xmas is cumming. I hope its going to bleed white snow for me this year.
Think Matt think!
Ja.

So hunky, So Funny

2005-11-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Young Allie: So what?

Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.

True though.
Make me the sweetest candy you licked :)

2005-11-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

Michelle!!!!

Thanks. Thank you so much for the chocs!... but you NEVER MEET ME!!!!
Why you only met my bro instead huh?!

hahah anyway come back soon man. My bro was so happy to see you hahaha!!!
You be good ogay? for you'll always my bro's student and my sis and our best family friend :)

*wink. Til next time then.

I'll made myself good

2005-11-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

I'm suffering from ear bleeding and nose bleeding.
especially nose bleeding.
Runs like tap water today.
still flowing right now.

I think maybe the day I die might be in a pool of blood coming out from whichever holes/outlets I have.

"But You always bleed what. So what's the issue?"
Nothing already lor.

Ok lo then jiu bye bye lor.

I think I've pretty much been tamed alot already. Sometimes I think I really am an black & white winged angel ahhaaa. nvm jus let it go. :)

Am thinking of going to city square.. should i?.. maybe after my bleeding stops.

hmm.. JA!

珊瑚海

2005-11-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

男: 海平面远方开始阴霾，悲伤要怎么平静纯白，我的脸上是种挟带，淹没浅浅的无奈。

女: 你用唇语说你要离开
男: 心不在

男：她能不顾身般留下来
女：她能不顾身般留下来

男：汹涌潮水，你的明白，不是来和谁泪海。
女：汹涌潮水，你的明白，不是来和谁泪海。

男: 转身离开认真说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外

男: 我们的爱暇逸一直存在
女: 我们的爱一直存在回不来

男: 永久真爱竟累积成伤害
女: 等待经历几次伤害

男: 转身离开分手说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白

男: 当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女: 你有我的不够成熟坦白不应该

男: 热情不改笑容勉强不来

男：爱上了珊瑚海
女：爱上了珊瑚海

男：毁坏的沙碉融合重来，有裂痕的爱怎么只是一天，结束太快，你说你无法使坏。

女：贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男：融化而开

男：我们也已经无心在猜
女：我们也已经无心在猜

女：脸上海风，咸咸的爱不住还有未来
男：脸上海风，咸咸的爱，沉不住还有未来

男: 转身离开认真说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外

男: 我们的爱暇逸一直存在
女: 我们的爱一直存在回不来

男: 永久真爱竟累积成伤害
女: 等待经历几次伤害

男: 转身离开分手说不出来
女: 转身离开分手说不出来

男: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白

男: 当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女: 你有我的不够成熟坦白不应该

男: 热情不改笑容勉强不来你的笑容勉强不来爱深埋珊瑚海

Recap

2005-10-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hey hi, been visiting Laser Flair lately,
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is out on vcd already!! I love the flick man.
A few days back I've rented Creep, Wedding Date and Ladykillers.
These flicks are so-so.. Creep scared the heaven out of me though.
I have to tahan a boring 1 month before the A's are finished.

Thursday.
Went jogging. Northvale to Bukit Batok back to Phoenix Garden to PJC to Canal to Villa Verde to Northvale. Bunked Over at mrs Lazee's. Officially confirmed I'm sick. She suddenly woke up and tried to sponge me down to room temp and took care of me throughout the night. Come to think of it, I haven't had been looked after for a long time since I was 6 or 7. Sweet.

Friday.
Migraine + Fever + flu + cough + 2 big ulcers + muscle ache + sorethroat.
At the clinic I saw the Doc writing down a long prescription of illegimate words. He gimme 3 days mc and 7 kinds of med. Dude I am seriously heavily dosed.
Went to witness my baby's national colours phototaking. So proud of her!

After that went to parkway parade for the legendary MEE SIAM + CHIN CHOW + BAK CHOR MEE.
Ding dong ding dong!
Very, Very NICE!

After that was supposed to mahjong but some disputes came up. Nvm la forget it. Muz overlook her flaws sometimes. Jus gotta live with it cuz baby's undergoing a major hurdle now:)

Sat.
Woke up feeling light-headed.
Don't wan to think of so many things le. Jus let it be.
Meeting zhengjie for lunch. Looks like I may gotta be the middleman again :)

Listening to Bizarre-Rock Star

Toilet Poetry

2005-10-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

Here I lie in stinky vapor,
Because some bastard stole the toilet paper,
Shall I lie, or shall I linger,
Or shall I be forced to use my finger.

Here I sit
Broken hearted
Tried to shit
But only farted

Here I sit
What a caper
I have to crap
But I'm out of paper

You're lucky
You had your chance
I tried to fart,
And shit my pants!

Some people come here to take a crap,
I came here to leave one.

Some come here to sit and think,
Some come here to fart and stink,
But I come here to scratch my balls,
And read the bullshit on the walls

Eyes on me

2005-10-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

I've got Ball, and then Strike 3 .
But then I did something out of the blue...
Dude my whole body was almost shattered and my soul nearly got sucked the life out of me. The torment is worse than dealing with Marc-coholic the Horse & Barbie the Barbarian. and then my body begins to self- reflex, and i began to see things.. horrible. nonetheless, hence victory.

Blue & Yellow firecrakers shot across the sky and at the final moment, the Purple ones came sizzlin towards the core of wad seem like spiraling entangled blue/yellow lightings and.. BAM! That light.. brighter than any light I've ever seen.. blinded me for the unbearable longest time in my muggle life. The Colours have all disappeared.. all that's left in the starry night is a naked female. Raw gem. Pure. Wadever you call it. Sparkling even brighter than the stars. Dude I gotta tell you that when she came down to earthly soil I knew she's the one I'd laid my eyes on all along :)

JOB IS SO BORINGGGGG

2005-10-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

How come 6pm seems so long one...

I would prefer blowjob anytime. Really.
Whoever: haha sooo funny..

me: baaaa :(

Grastric SibeI PAIN!

Emo October

2005-10-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

Let Me Fall (OTH Version)

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if ICry a littleDie a little
At least I know I lived...

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all

Bei Feng Cui Guo De Xia Tian

2005-10-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

if you only knew what i felt,
seeing you smile at me,
i could just melt
i wanna touch your heart, your soul, make you mine, if only for a while.
lip on lip, skin on skin,
oh baby baby you'd be the original sin
if you only knew, how much you meant to me,
youre the only one i really see,
when everyone else is around,
babe i promise,to you i'd be forever bound.
if you only knew, and didnt walk away.
instead you'd smile,take my hand and stay...
if only...

Blue, Green & Missing Purple
Can you see what I see?
No i dont think u can i see images of nothing
and i attempt to make that nothingness
mean something
As hard as i try there is nothing
and that nothing is meaningless
I am somewhere else now,
outside I am surrounded by people and the sky.
i see the people and the blueness of the sky
but still nothing has changed
Everything remains the same
i am still alone

2005-10-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

You are Sandy Cohen! Always the sage you are caring
and wise. You don't let anything get in the way
of your relationships. Not even evil father in
laws, old boyfriends or provocative work
collegues!

DOWN WITH THE SYSTEM

2005-10-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

no. don't mean the song.

So much overnight means nothing,FARK!
Don't farking understand.
Wad's farkin wrong man

I can go and mati already.
KNNBCCB

Where is my Angel?

2005-10-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hi Shun Foong,

Nice name! :)

I really tot so ya know.

Where is my golden Chocobo?

2005-09-24T18:35:00.000+08:00

can anybody tell me what currency of pricing is eBay's?

Dynasty warriors 4 has hooked me up hence I been surfing around eBay and yahoo auctions for the best priced console. Speaking of which, PS2 or X Box? talk to me people cuz i really do not know. But I heard PS3 and X Box2 is coming up soon right? then again, how soon is soon? Been spending quite a bomb at X Box recently.

Console, Dynasty warriors, FFXII.. arghhh

Oh btw I've already watched FFVII- Advert Children. You really got to play the game if not you will know nuts about the storyline. I had to sit beside Carmelo and explain to her every now and then throughout the movie. I must say it was cool. Got me reminiscent of the FF series I've played, and my lady droolin for it. I can still hear the Victory music ringing in my head. Did I mention I just watched it for the second time already? Fuck Dota. FFVII- definitely a blockbuster!

Convex, Concave, Spicy

2005-09-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

A real man is convex; a real woman is concave. A real man cherishes and fills; a real woman worships and receives. When this is right, everything else is suddenly right; or at least infinitely brighter, with all problems fixable.

Carmie

2005-09-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

Wad's that word? Arrrr...
Sweet.

2005-09-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

After 8 months,life has never felt better.

2005-09-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

One paper left!!! arrrr I can smell the sweet scent of vacation already..
I've only got 10 days of hols but I feel so burned out I refuse to budge and go elsewhere. Maybe I'll just stay indoor and chill.
Alright maybe a bit of jacuzzi at Warren.
and shopping/eating at JB
and swim.

oh right, gotta leave one day for kai they all and another one for zyong they all.

Hog the LaZEEEE....

2005-09-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

How come My School bLog got Angmohs comment one?!
how come here don't havE?

2005-09-05T17:53:00.000+08:00

CArmie! if ya reading this I want my D & D pictures!
ya feel me baby?

2005-08-29T12:46:00.000+08:00

Taken at some historic place

2005-08-29T12:44:00.000+08:00

Bleeding Fuck. Always never signal me one.

2005-08-29T12:43:00.000+08:00

Cool rite?

2005-08-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

Incheon Airport...wait where am i?

2005-08-29T12:39:00.000+08:00

In conference room